Creator Above - rap
Creator above, please forgive me my man,
For I messed up again n I need another chance.
Yeah, Creator above, please forgive me my man,
For I mucked up again n I need another chance.
See Im prayin most nights to live my life out right,
But I'm goin down fast and I'm losin the fight.
'Cause I've gone from good, gone to bad, gone to bad, gone to worse.
My life's slowed right down; it's like I'm goin reverse n cursed 4 sure.
Oh shit I think I'm goin insane with this time bomb tickin deep inside of my brain.
I know I gotta change my friends n change my ways
'cause the clock's clickin down to the end of my days.
Which brings me back to that . . . .
One night not too long ago
Well I was sittin in my cell feeling so alone.
So I got on my knees and I prayed to my Lord,
"Please help me Father for I fear for my soul.”
Yeah please help me brother as I pray for my soul,
'cause my head's in a fog and my heart's grown cold.
I know what I gotta do, n I know what's gotta be done
'cause I'm sick n tired of being native livin under the gun
But I . . . can't seem to make the change.
I know I gotta, but I . . . can't seem to break these chains
that are holding me tight to this mucked up game in this mucked up life.
I know if I'm to succeed, n if I'm to survive
I gotta change my ways n change my life.
When every day's a constant battle, n every night's a damn fight,
But then again I know the difference between wrong n right.
If I choose the right path I can soar to new heights.
I know I ain't the best person but I'm tryin my man.
Sometimes it's hard to walk where I walk n stand where I stand.
Brandon S
Feb 2011
Prison ministry